dear girls
09.20 - Posted by my name is Dinda - 0 komentar
what a lucky you, have a bright skin, money, beauty, anything! you have anything that teenage girl wants. but i should repeat a kinda old quote
nobody's perfect in this unperfectly world
you dont keep your honesty, beauty. you cheat in (maybe) almost exam and this thing (beside every plus thing on you) had make me mmm... kind of... hate you. but i dont think this feel included to 'hate'. maybe it just like 'do not like' or anyhting that close to the hate feeling. why i say this? because am envy with your score! you were not got it by your own capabilities. and thats make guy who dont have any courage (by the way, i dont want too) to look at my behind's answer sheet or call some guy and ask for the answer. am not like you both actually. i chose to be a honesty (eventhough it heard like stupid honesty for me) student.

many people have told me not to be a hypocrites,but, thats my choice so...
am not so clever. i admit it. but on my possitive think way, i think we cant say that we are not clever. just say we haven't being clever. because nothing's impossible in this life ya know. everything's you have here, not necessarily fixed to be yours forever. now i should study harder than before, because i know i can beat you all 'cheater'. whoever it. i hope you could realize that cheat wouldn't help you when you should do it alone.


16 birthday & kesenjangan sosial
19.04 - Posted by my name is Dinda - 0 komentar
social disparities in english
i have no idea how someone could make any difference treat someone famous and who doesn't
well, i say like this as the 'not famous girl' actually. cause there are my schoolmates who likes to treat well for some famous people in the school, but for who doesn't? (n)


is that mean everybody in this world should be famous to get the best respectation from others? doesn't it seems too mean? :(
friends? could we call em friends when they didn't even give something special for us while we did it on their birthday? such a lil surprise-making em feel annoyed, ignored by many people-then when the go-home-bell rings we shout out and sing a happy birthday song together. laughing together.
BUT i dont wanna be the hypocrites.
when my birthday was come, hey, ya all dont give any words, any happy birthday song maybe, or just try to come to my class and say "hy dinda! happy birthday honey". what i got is just your bbm, and the regards. i dont even met ya all in my birthday. why ya gotta be that mean? :(


i try to understand you, i goin' home with all my dissapoint, and took a nap. lets imagine, you took a nap in your BIRTHDAY? is that too sad? according to me, yes.but what a lucky me, i got a lil (but so lovely and unforgettable) suprise from my bestie : yuleta puspa and mayesa farah. thanks to make me feel better in my poor birthday. love ya all  <3


few weeks later, something had makes me realize something, in that day. the beauty and famous girl's birthday. when i walks to take my motorcycle, i saw you bring a cake for the birthday girl. ha? could you imagine how's i feel for seeing that? hurt :(
then i told it to mama, and mama said some quote, if you do something good, its not mean that you'll get it back from others.


ya, its so true. i understand it. me, different from them. so i try to forget it and lets assume them as a schoolmate, or, just friends who had been close for a while :)


what a day!
03.45 - Posted by my name is Dinda - 0 komentar
oh my... oh my god!


campur aduk banget perasaan hari ini, seneng, kaget, sedih
singkat kata sih ini judulnya "ketemu mas egi"
tapi aku bukan cuma seneng karena emang udah sebulan ketemu mas egi terus tiba-tiba ketemu gitu enggak.
He's so much CHANGED!


tapi bukan berubah dalam artian jelek disini, dia..dia yang sekarang tuh: dewasa, sweet, banyak cerita, gak selengekan lagi, jadi lebih kaku (walaupun aku emang suka sama gaya selengekannya dia) tapi yang ini bikin makin makin naksir! dia keliatan pinter banget, ngomongnya juga kadang pake bahasa baku. ya allah apa yg bikin dia berubah SEjauh itu. emang di Jogja sana dicekokin apa sama temen temen barunya? pil medok? oh iya mas egi jadi medok pake BANGET! 


aku bener-bener ngerasa kaya baru kenalan lagi sama orang yang udah banget banget aku kenal, tapi aku suka :)
si jogja


egi, i love you more. dan apa yang aku pikirin sekarang adalah aku akan dan pasti berusaha supaya bisa nyusul kamu di ugm. kamu sama kakakku. tunggu ya mas egi, makasih untuk hari ini. going to close to second year day. awaw, cant wait. mungkin kamu gak bisa di purwokerto di hari itu. mungkin juga aku akan ngerasa sedih banget hari itu, tapi aku juga mau belajar dewasa, nggak ngeluh ngeluh kayak anak kecil lagi, percaya sama aku ya, aku dalam proses keluar dari status 'bocil' yeah! ;)


egi egi egi
09.34 - Posted by my name is Dinda - 0 komentar
aaah.. everything looks so wonderful when you are... you are.. guess what....

you are fallin' in love!
well, i still a normal people by the way, not too crazy i mean hahaha!
i fallin' love again! still with the same person whose the own of my heart since 23 okt 2 years ago!
egi, egi, egi. that was the one actually and truly.

how proud i am when anyone ask about my boyfriend so i  [will] wholeheartedly tell everything about my handsome and multitalented boyfriend *lovestruck* 

day by day, hey it has too close ! the day that could makes me smile, smile, and semail! :)
second years anniversary me and mas egi <3
be patient din, dont make any big mistake, thats 12 days more. and have to wait with my biggest smile! 

but next 3 days i have to do my mid test oh my.. should i? yeah you should because you're still a student dindaaah. wish me luck, and i hope that i wont break my own record : will never cheat in the exam. any exam.
fine! i'll do it. lets start my study time even if its so hard to be too far from my laptop, blogging, facebook-ing, hellow dendah when you gonna study? do you wanna got kinda bad score in you exam? absolutely no!

so lets study, babay blog, my dear, my lovely, my anything. good night ;)


Dear boyfriend
08.08 - Posted by my name is Dinda - 0 komentar
Takkan Tergantinya Marcell cukup ya buat memenuhi kebutuhan galauku kali ini..

meski waktu datang dan berlalu
sampai kau tiada bertahan
semua takkan mampu mengubahku
hanyalah kau yang ada di relungku
hanyalah dirimu
mampu membuatku jatuh dan mencinta
kau bukan hanya sekedar indah
kau tak akan terganti


well, i have a boyfriend, named gibransyah nur putra. he's the most handsome and charming boy in this whole world for me (still). he's a musician, a college student, funny guys, have a really sweet smile (at least for the last time i saw him). udah gak ketemu sebulan gitu. kangen? gausah ditanya yaaa..
ini foto udah lama banget, pas aku masih kelas x ya hihi



jadi hari ini aku mengalami kecelakaan tunggal gitu kepleset dijalan, terus aku bikin status kan "k e c e l a k a a n (lagi)", and then, mas egi (what i used to call him) bbm kaget gitu nanya aku. hmm yayaya berlanjut lanjut sampe aku ngerasa dia marah, salah kali ya? hmm.. intinya skg aku sama dia marahan gitu.dia sampe di bbm cuma read doang, yaa gapapa yang penting dia baca. dia juga gamungkin baca blog ini, dia jarang punya waktu luang soalnya banyak tugas kuliah, kasian deh mas egi :(

mas, aku gamau berantem, tapi kamu kayak stres gitu jadi aku takut ganggu kamu. aku gamau jadi beban buat kamu. karena aku ada untuk nyemangatin kamu. semangka mas egi!

mas egi, gatau lagi ya kalo dideskripsiin aku ke dia, hmm.. you are my everything, my sunshine, my sunset, my mornin' til night . saranghae egi <3
semoga kamu tetep semangat, walopun dapet kacang, aku tetep dukung kamu, always! whenever!
hiks, selalu deh, mewek terus kalo mellow gini ngomong tentang kamu, kamu hal paling bisa bikin nangis. karena se-aneh anehnya aku, aku cuma cewe yang bisanya nangis kalo masalah kaya gini :(
love you gi! :)


friends
01.24 - Posted by my name is Dinda - 0 komentar
what is friend? what is that huh?
friend, what we call in Indonesia "teman". sebenernya apasih yang namanya teman itu?
"teman adalah orang yang seneng kalo kamu seneng, sedih kalo kamuu sedih" itu yang sering kalian dengar tentang teman. dan jutaan kata indah lainnya. well, i cant speak in english fluently so... akan lenih keren ngomong sesuatu in english yaaah? i guess so but -_- forget it lah..

well, aku juga punya yang namanya teman. aku punya banyak teman, dan beberapa teman dekat yang statusnya udah ganti jadi, sahabat.
nih beberapa temen aku:



 

jadi, aku punya sangat banyak unek unek ya buat diriku sendiri atau buat teman-temanku. menurutku ya, if you've choose your friends, just be their friends forever. hey dont forget your friends! 
jangan pernah menjadi teman yang lupa sama temanmu sendiri, karena selain menyakiti hatinya, kamu juga menanam dosa dan aku yakin kalo kamu akan menerima balasan dari yang di atas. 

contoh: contoh nih ya, kalo misalnya kamu ngelupain temenmu karena dia kurang inilah itulah, semisal nanti dia jadi orang yang lebih sukses dari kamu, dan kamu butuh bantuannya. misalnya dia jadi bosmu. nothing's impossible dude! bisa apa kamu kalo dia masih inget kamu yang dulu lupain dia? makanya..

hey beauty listen to me ;)

jangan kamu coba menjauh karena menurutku kamu masih sama seperti yang aku kenal dulu, yang baik, cantik, manis. dont make me change my mark on you, okay? love ya! <3